Time Goes by

Time goes by you forget how much you truly do love someone and how much they mean. I have gotten myself into such a routine that my world has revolved around my kids that I have left my husband just kind of out there. I am so guilty of doing that. I never thought that I would but I did. This past week I have done some serious thinking about our relationship. Don't get me wrong its a solid as a rock considering everything we have been through but it was more like friends instead of husband and wife there for a while. I have been thinking back to the times when we use to sneak off just for the fun of doing it and holding hands and kissing like we really meant it. Those are the things I am working on getting back into our lives. We will be celebrating 5 years of marriage this year and to some that may not seem like a lot but to me it is! I am so happy that I have a man in my life that supports me in good times and bad, works his butt off so I am able to stay at home and raise our kids. I may not get the house spotless or the laundry may be piled up but he always tolerates it. The little things in life is what makes life truly worth living and it makes me want to do it to the fullest. It is so easy to forget those little details that mean the most to each other. I just wanted to write this because I don't want to be that couple that is just friends, not going to happen. I don't know how many other couples go through this but I am sure it happens.

The kids are doing amazing! My son is about ready to take off walking if his sister would let him and she is as smart as ever! Some of the stuff she says either makes me laugh or makes me wonder where the heck did that come from! Here new word is "didge". We have no idea what it is! We thought it may of been shit but its not that, at least I don't think it is! Little man has been talking up a storm his self here lately! He does say a few words but its mostly jibber which is soo cute! He has a set of squealing lungs also! Wow! I don't know how our neighbors don't hear them! (We live in a townhouse) Crazy! So it is less than 2 weeks till Louden's first birthday party! Excited and stressed at the same time! I have the menu done and I just have to get a few more decorations but the crunch time is going to be the last week! Gotta get the cakes made and the food prepped! Not to mention I want to get everything almost spotless! Hard to do with 2 kids! haha! Well I suppose its time to get going on the lovely mountain of laundry that keeps taunting me! Meanie! The housework is never done!!! :)

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Wow, life has been busy and fun the past weeks. I guess I just really haven't make the time to write anything. So much to say but it just gets buried and set aside till later and then when later gets here I don't feel like doing anything... lol! My son turned 11 months the other day. Sad! I cannot believe that it has gone so fast. really that sounds so cliche but truly it has. He is coming into his own and it is great. He still gives the best hugs and kisses! So affectionate. Ok, he is a little clingy but hey I love it! He is starting to stand up on his own and attempting steps but not really following through with them. Ahhhhh before long he will be walking! Oh my! And my beautiful young lady is turning into just that! She will be 3 the end of May! So smart too! Right now she is watching "Mulan" and curled up under a blanket. She is so into Princesses right now. I have no idea where this girly girl came from because it wasn't me! haha! I suppose I do encourage it though. She talks so much and has a little attitude to go with it! God how I will miss these days! Some days I feel like they will never end but deep down I don't want them to. I am loving every day every minute with them!

I have been trying to figure out when i am going back home for a visit but it really depends on when my friend delivers. I am hoping the end of March and I will be there for a week. The weather will be warmer and I can take the kids out exploring the old sites around Martinsburg! Ahhh how I miss that town, but I wouldn't trade living in Pittsburgh for anything! Well i suppose its shower time and get Louden off for his second round of Flu shot....

Its been a while

Wow, yeah so I did it.... I am scared shitless but i started a blog for my business.... I think that it is just temporary for now because I am not happy with the site or any of that. I know that it can be better. I just have to figure out how to build my own template.... Yes, I am too damn cheap to buy one. But really I am not 100% sold on the name either.... It was a toss up between Simply Life and photography by Cindy. Its one of those things, who is really going to remember the name... I have yet to register my business name with PA because I am not sold on it... I will probably think it over tonight and go from there. Still all the things run through my head. Am I good enough, will I get hired. Will this be something that will progress. i know the photogs here in Pittsburgh are amazing and there are quit a bit of them, maybe I should of stayed just a mom with a camera. But really i want to share my love for this and cover the costs of maintenance on my camera, discs and gas. Oh and of course the baby sitter. Ahhh. So much to this! I think I need to figure out a design and get it right!!!! Well that is about all I have to say about that for now! Sooo much running through my head. Oh a special thanks to Mary for giving me a shout out in her post! You rock girl and thank you so much for believing in me =)